Chio lah , so many days never post lerh. :3

broke up with shermaine . eh , i really need to start tryin' to be a little more serious in relationships . everyday break break break . like breakdancing like that siah . wuddafuck is wrong with me? i sure dunno . :D life is fucked up for me now lah . everything is going wrong . nothing is going the way i want it to be . although many people have told me there's a brightside in life, i don't see it manzxcxzc. it's a lie . total lie. well , at least i have muh fwenzxc to see me through dark times like these . joy has been my counseller so far. quite good eh , we're both facing similar problems , so we can help each other out . tqtqs , joy mei . :D but she says my life is worse wor , and i agree . look , this whole fucking post is so angsty and emoish . its just me i guess? i've also had some wishful thinking thoughts the past couple of nights , as i lay on my bed , not even closin' my eyes till daybreak .
i really need to start sleeping , my dark eye circles are becoming more obveeous . -.- should i move on in life , or stay where i already am , my safety circle? step out and meet the cruel world? yeah maybe i should . wish there were people to guide me through though . sigh . my sad life as above . woww , i never noticed that i've written so much. FIRST TIME SIA , HAND WRITTEN OKAYS . must belive me . and F> FAM now , quit IMx3 . DAVE , WHY YOU QUIT IMx3 NEVER TELL ME , PANG SEH KIA . D: okay , ciaos. ``


never thought i would forget you. but i have .